The Guy With The Masturbation Addiction and Why I Can't Want Healing For You More Than You Do

One thing I learnt early on in my business of working with Frequency, Consciousness and Alchemy is that I cannot want something for someone more than what they want it for themselves – and that's exactly what the guy with the masturbation addiction showed me when I discussed Psychic Surgery with him to collapse the addiction and alchemize it.

Being someone who SEES others – and I mean, I literally fucking SEE you – can be like a double-edged sword.

I see the good.

I see the bad.

And I see the really fucking ugly shit hidden in people.

People can come to me to want something shifting in their energy, their identity recoded, their reality reengineered, shadows alchemized, shit they've been looping in for fucking years to just disappear (all the fun stuff in my world ) – BUT, as I have learnt, I cannot want that more for you than you want it for yourself.

Because here's the thing:

You want the new reality, the new identity.

You are hurting because of the shitty patterns/behaviours you're constantly looping in that you can't seem to get out of.

You want the change. The transformation. The expansion.

You want to FEEL something in your life after years/lifetimes of dragging the same shit around that you know is crippling you, not serving you and you're literally a slave to your own Shadows.

You crave the freedom from whatever is holding you back but it feels out of reach.

You have the achievements, but still feeling fucking empty on the inside and you're tired of thinking "is this it?" and know that something has to shift.

You're looping in the shittest of habits/behaviours like addictions, traumas, fears, anxieties or whatever – and know that something has to shift.

You and I both know all of this. But only you can make the shift.

I can see the timelines available to you. That life of freedom, expansion, peace, liberation or whatever the fuck it is you want.

I activate your energy because I'm a Catalyst & Activator and energy shifts around me, bullshit collapses, DNA gets activated etc.

But, it's you who has to take the first step.

It's you who has to decide "enough".

It's you who has to want it so fucking badly, that you'll get out of your own fucking way.

And sadly, many people won't.

I've had people approaching me about their situation, the looping they are doing, the change they want, the yearning they have for the identity they want – and the magic fucking pill they want from me to collapse it without it "costing" them anything i.e no change on their part, no accountability, no responsibility.

Just a magic fucking pill.

That's like having a disease in your body that needs surgical intervention to make you feel better but you don't want the surgeon to do their job.

I had someone approach me recently about his addiction to masturbation that is destroying his life.

He's addicted to spending money online for masturbation.

He's been in therapy to help him with his addiction but still can't get beyond the addiction.

He's in debt because of it.

He carries immense shame because of this addiction and that shame is looping in his mind constantly.

(Side note, addictions are literally an energetic parasite in your energy feeding off of you. They need you to stay within the addiction for them to feed off of your energy).

I knew I could help this guy. This is literally what I do with Psychic Surgery – reach in, find the root, collapse it, alchemize it, move the fuck along with your life.

That's it.

Because I see the energy multidimensionally.

I read the patterns.

I see where in the body/mind/soul this is stored.

How it came to being.

What Shadow is feeding it.

How to alchemize it.

What the root is. That's where my work is – in the subconscious root.

This is Quantum Alchemy – extracting the shit and alchemizing it instantly.

Recalibrating you at a DNA, Cellular and Soul Level.

I told this guy that whilst therapy can work in parts for some, if we're being honest, a lot of it remains surface level.

It doesn't touch the subconscious when it's the conscious mind making the decisions.

To extract something that isn't serving your highest self, you have to go into the root.

Into the subconcious.

Into the hidden.

That's why I play in the Underworld of the Psyche.

It's my absolute favourite fucking playground.

I told him about root energetics. Accessing the addiction differently, energetically, multidimensionally.

And that it's very easy to alchemize something in someone when you're an Energetics wizard.

Because this is literally my fucking playground.

Rummaging in the shit, extracting it, purifying it.

I told him this is what Psychic Surgery is.

I told him the ease there is to alchemize this.

Because – there is.

What takes others months, years or a fucking lifetime to heal in someone (and how many people do we hear about who loop in therapy, rehab, self-improvement etc) – I can do instantly.

Yes, instantly.

If, and here's the caveat, you actually want to shift your identity out of the version of you who is looping in your shit.

Otherwise, you're just paying fucking lip-service to the parasite driving your identity.

And here's the thing, I can see the shift, the change, who you are in another timeline of yourself without that particular Shadow driving you.

But, it's you who has to step through the fucking door.

To want to release who you've been.

To activate who you are.

I can't want that more for you than you do for yourself.

Because, when you've spent years or a lifetime existing as one version of yourself, with the patterns/behaviours/thoughts you have – it is very easy to normalise this.

"Well this is just who I am".

No it's fucking not – not if it's hurting your Soul to be that way.

Not if it feels heavy and burdonsome to exist like that.

Not if there's so much more to who you can be – if you just stepped through the fucking door.

Into the Void.

Into the Unknown.

He didn't come back to me. And that's ok. No judgement.

I know people become so attached to the False Self identity that to even desire to live without it can be absolutely terrifying.

And that's ok.

I had to learn years ago that I cannot want something for someone more than they want it for themselves – even if, and especially if, I see who you are on the other side of who you are currently being.

That's why I hold such discernment with who I work with.

People can come to me all they like looking for the magic pill they can take without having to change their subconscious Self – but if you truly want the change, if you truly want to shift your identity, if you truly want to transform, if you truly want the freedom from whatever shit you're looping in, it's YOU who has to be willing to collapse the old.

I'm the Catalyst.

The spark that lights the fire to burn the shit down.

But you???

You're the one who has to build the pyre first and then allow the spark access.

I offer Psychic Surgery as a one-off call with me to extract, collapse and recalibrate what is distorted within you.

£5,000 GBP.

Bring your shit to me.

Tell me what you want extracting, alchemizing and recalibrating – what Identity shift you want, the transformation you want etc – and let's play

To learn more about Psychic Surgery or schedule a session with me, click here.