Are you ready for some truth?! Not that I ever share anything that I disbelieve to be my truth…but not everyone is always prepared for the kind of truth I deliver that pierces your ego and connects you back to soul. Like…remembering who the fuck you are!
What do I mean by this?
I mean remembering who you always were…before society, life, parents etc conditioned you to believe otherwise.
Your soul came here for a purpose. To live a life you’d chosen to live before you were born. To learn certain human lessons to advance your soul. To work through karma from other lifetimes. To experience certain things. To connect with those who would help you on your journey.
But…somewhere along the way…you forgot who you are.
You adopted the limiting beliefs of others. Their fears. Their ego.
You were conditioned by society to not be your truest soulful self. Because you were told you couldn’t be.
Perhaps as a child you were told you were too much, too loud, too quiet, too naughty etc.
You adopted these beliefs as your own. You didn’t show up with your loud chaotic manner….you boxed that genius off…because you were told you upset people when you were like that.
You didn’t show up with your piercing intelligence…because you didn’t want to make others feel bad.
You didn’t show up with your creativity….because you were told you had to be academic and so you boxed off your creativity in order to fit in with someone else’s beliefs.
You didn’t enjoy school…because school is designed to cater to those who enjoy structure and academia…and your messy chaotic nature felt drained of it’s life force.
Whatever it is….you forgot who you are. You packed it into a box and hid yourself away. You adopted various masks for what you believed people wanted to see from you. You adopted a truth that wasn’t your own. You toned down your uniqueness…your crazy…your weird…so as to appear “normal”.
You were made to forget who you are.
And what did that bring you?!
Maybe it brought about struggles with mental health like anxiety or depression.
Maybe it brought about an eating disorder.
Maybe it brought about a deep void within you that you tried to fill through various means such as drug use, excessive alcohol, excessive food, abusive partners.
Maybe it brought about a career that left you feeling drained of energy and soul and often wondering…”is this all there is to life?”
By not being yourself…your truest most Authetic Self…you felt lost and alone.
But you carried on regardless. Because, well, that’s what we do isn’t it. We suck that shit up. We put our big girl panties on. We carry on just doing the do….like rats in a cage…trying to find a way out of the crazy head fuck maze we’re in.
But we can’t. Because we’re trapped.
Trapped within our own minds with beliefs that aren’t actually ours!
Do you see how fucked up that is?!?!
The limiting beliefs you have…the inertia…the void….are all there because someone somewhere (a parent, another family member, a teacher, a friend, TV, books etc) told you that you couldn’t be yourself and you had to fit in.
But…you get to remember who the fuck you are any time that you desire! You don’t have to carry on wondering why you feel lost, why you feel frustrated or never satisfied, why you feel lonely or sad, why you feel like there’s something missing in your life.
Because that thing that’s missing….it’s you!
Your energy! Your passions! Your desires! Your soul! Your truth! Your uniqueness!
And you get to remember who the fuck you are any time you desire! You stop buying into others beliefs, you stop doing the things that bore the fuck out of you, you stop allowing people to take your energy, you stop letting life happen to you…and go create your life on your terms!
Nobody can do it for you. You can read all the self-help books that you like. Watch all the videos on YouTube you can find. Ask all your friends for guidance on what you should be doing. And sit waiting for that big Hand of God to break through the sky and hand you a fucking scroll with the exact instructions on to follow to “find yourself”.
You have to take the action! Yes, things like reading self-help books, or blogs like this, or watching YouTube videos to find your life’s purpose etc can get you part of the way.
But it’s when you take the actual action to do the messy work that you really connect with yourself on a deeper level and tune into who the fuck you are by connecting with your life’s purpose.
What do I mean by messy work?!
I mean letting things go in your life that no longer serve you. Letting those beliefs go that you aren’t good enough, aren’t worthy enough, aren’t confident enough, don’t know enough, can’t be yourself etc. Letting go of toxic energy such as friends who bring you down. Or standing up to a toxic partner or parent who belittles and criticises you. Changing your habits so that you become a Conscious Co-Creator with the Universe and recognize how truly fucking powerful you are…instead of just waiting for things to happen…you go make them happen.
And, most importantly, you share your fucking truth. The message your soul desires to share with the world. As a Messenger, you share your truth with passion and purpose and an attitude of “I don’t give a fuck what people think of me because it doesn’t matter”.
You adopt your bulletproof person. Because you are so concreted into your actual beliefs about yourself…not the ones you were conditioned to believe growing up…but your own actual beliefs based on your truth.
Remembering who the fuck you are is a powerful process of shedding layer upon layer of what no longer serves you. Old ways of thinking, negative behaviours, negative people, toxic situations etc.
You shed that shit….you trasmute that energy of your fears into the energy of your power. You step bolding into your purpose with so much clarity as to who the fuck you are…that nothing…and no-one…can dissuade you from your purpose and your message.
Do you see how powerful it is to remember who the fuck you are?!?!
It’s truly a journey of enlightenment! Because you suddenly see yourself in your own beauty and what you represent. You see yourself glowing up…and your energy becomes contagious! You become magnetic to people, situations and experiences who can only enhance your life!
And yes…you’ll most likely ruffle the feathers of those who’ve known you the longest such as family or a partner/spouse or a long-term friend. They’ll say things like:
- “You’ve changed! I don’t know you anymore!”
- “I don’t like this new version of you”
- “You’re too weird!”
- “You’re crazy!”
- “Why’d you have to go off and ‘find yourself’? Can’t you just be happy with what you have already?”
Because they are seeing a side to you that they’ve not seen before. That person they knew? Was a persona you adopted to fit in with society when you boxed off your truth. When you hid your truest most Authentic Self from the world.
It doesn’t matter though. All that matters is that you remember who the fuck you are….and then become that person. That you step into the shoes of the person you were always supposed to be. You let go of what no longer serves you. And you move forwards in your life with passion, purpose and clarity.
That’s all that matters. That you are living your life as you. Your most Authentic Self. The person who lives with purpose and speaks his or her truth and the person who becomes a Messenger for truth.
Because let me tell you this….there is nothing more beautiful and more magical…that seeing someone so fucking lit up from the inside because they’ve finally found what they were looking for.
You weren’t lost…you just hadn’t found you yet.
Sending you so much love!!! Let me know in the comments how you remembered who you are…and what you did to become that person. And if you still feel lost, then ask yourself why. What part of yourself are you not letting shine through?