Resisting your soul takes more energy than you realise.
Did you know that?!
By resisting what your soul is calling you to do you are in fact adding more energy to the resistance, becoming more bogged down with apathy, feeling bored or frustrated and just tired from all the fucking bullshit.
You’re sat there knowing exactly where your soul is calling you to go and what you are being called to do.
But you’re still fucking resisting it!
Because your human is scared.
Your ego is scared.
The illusions you have built up around you to keep you safe and never really going all in with life or purpose are keeping you trapped in this glass cage.
You can see out of the cage and see all the world happening around you.
You can see the path where your supposed to go.
You can see the people you are supposed to connect with.
You can see the opportunities you’re supposed to take.
Hey, you’re even downloading the exact fucking words you need to speak to people FFS!
But you stay trapped in that glass cage.
Like a mime artist moving your hands fleetingly over the “box”. The one that you’ve put yourself in.
Yes…you put yourself there when you bought into fear, ego and illusions.
And yet…the cage isn’t really there is it?!
It just feels like it is. Because those walls are thick. And tough.
Or so they seem.
But glass can be shattered.
And the cage isn’t really there is it?!
It’s all in your mind. With your human. Who is fretting about it all and allowing shadows to rear their head and keep you stuck and playing small.
So you carry on with your life.
Trying other things that seem easier but they still leave you with the feeling of just not feeling completely fulfilled.
So you try something else.
You get into this crazy weird out of sync kind of dance.
Dancing around everything…avoiding doing / being /saying the one thing that will set you free.
And your soul?!
It’s waiting for you.
Waiting patiently for you to just surrender.
To let down your guard.
To allow that glass cage (or the illusion of what it is) to shatter around you.
And as it waits it continues to call out to you.
Whispering to you.
Calling your name.
Dropping those every so succinct synchonicities into your path through the coincidences (but there is no such thing as a coincidence, it’s all as it is), through the fleeting glimpses of your path, through the people who just show up, the songs you hear with lyrics that call out to you and through the experiences that rock your world and you feel like it’s crumbling around you.
They are all your soul calling to you.
But yet you continue to resist it.
And resist some more.
And what happens when you keep resisting?
Your soul’s calling gets louder and louder.
Until it’s like a 10 ton truck driving straight into a wall.
The more you continue to resist your soul’s path (and remember, you chose this life and for your soul to call out to you when it was time)…the more the messages come in thick and fast.
And you feel overwhelmed with it all.
And like the world is crumbling around you at times.
Bigger things happen to you.
Things fall away from you.
People fall away from you.
You get to the point where you’re asking yourself “Why me?!?! Why all this?!?! What more do I have to deal with?!”
…you continue to resist.
Holding back from the very thing that will set you free.
You go into a deeper depression.
You feel lethargic and frustrated.
Life doesn’t have the same carefree nature anymore.
It feels fucking hard!
Work doesn’t satisfy you.
Relationships tear you apart.
Circumstances around you have no logic with all the shit that is going on.
And yet you continue to resist.
Resisting who you are.
Resisting your soul.
Resisting the opportunities that are literally being waved in front of your fucking face.
Resisting taking the steps that scare the absolute crap out of you.
Resisting saying what you need to say to someone.
Resisting doing what you need to do.
Resisting being who you are underneath this human skin suit we all wear.
And that is why it feels sooooo fucking hard!
Not because what your soul is calling you do to is hard.
Far from it!
But because everything you’ve been conditioned to believe is a lie.
Everything you’ve grown up thinking you know about yourself…is a lie.
Everything you’ve been doing up until this point isn’t what you came here to do.
It’s a façade.
A way of being.
A way of coping with the mediocrities of life that leave you unfulfilled or burnt out.
But there’s a way around this, my friend.
A way to feel lighter.
To feel happier.
To feel more fulfilled than ever.
To feel on top of the world.
It’s to listen to your soul.
It’s to do the very thing you are resisting.
The very thing that leaves you trembling with fear, sweating, heart palpitations, anxious….that is the thing you do.
Whatever that is.
Because by doing that, you cut through the illusions.
Through the bullshit.
Through everything that has held you back until this moment in time.
You slice through it like a knife slicing through butter.
Doing the very thing you are resisting is so much easier to do and releases so much energy because you are no longer avoiding it.
No longer putting ample energy into holding off from what your soul knows you must do.
Your only way to be.
Your only way to exist.
Your soul knows.
And it’s been trying to speak to you this entire fucking time.
But the more you avoided hearing it, the louder it got!
Subtle at first.
But becoming louder and louder until you can no longer ignore it. Things like relationship breakdowns, job losses, losing a loved one, extreme illness.
Things that shake you to your core.
These are all ways that your resistance to your soul has manifested into a bigger fucking message for you to literally wake up and smell the coffee.
The only way for your soul to get a message to you.
All orchestrated by the Universe in connection with your soul’s contract to move off the path you’ve been on.
To get off the sinking Titanic and go find a new boat.
One that will get you to your destination.
Your resistance is futile when it is written into your soul’s contract that there is another way.
Another way of being.
Of waking up to your potential.
Becoming conscious and awake to your soul’s existence.
Resistance is your ego.
The limiting beliefs.
The “what ifs”:
- “What if it doesn’t work out?!”
- “What if s/he rejects me?!”
- “What if I lose everything?!”
- “What if they think I’m crazy?!”
- “What if I’ve got it all wrong?!”
But how about asking yourself this instead?
- “What if it does work out and I end up happier and more fulfilled and more abundant than ever?!”
- “What if s/he does accept me and says yes to me and we live the happiest of lives together?!”
- “What if I lose everything around me…but I rebuild it all and end up with more than I’ve ever had before?!”
- “What if these are just not my people and I find my soul family who just understand and get me?!”
- “What if this is the exact thing I’m supposed to do and I’ve got it all right?!”
The very act of reframing your resistance and seeing these endless possibilities that are open to you right now is powerful!
Yes its fucking hard to do or be the things that scare us the most.
But they are also the very things we must be or do in order to allow our soul’s voice to shine through.
To live an authentic life.
To feel more fulfilled than we’ve ever felt.
To call in the type of love that rocks our core and lights us up from within.
To call in abundance and prosperity in all areas of our life to the point where our cup really is overflowing.
To cut back from everything and everyone not serving our highest good so that we can create space for the people, the opportunities and the experiences that do align with our highest good.
Until you start to move through that resistance and listening to your soul, you’ll continue to feel drained, unfulfilled, unhappy, frustrated, depressed etc.
You’ll continue to feel this void within you where you know there should be something else.
You’ll continue to feel out of sorts.
You’ll continue to feel a sense of non-identity.
Not showing up for who you truly are.
Not allowing your soul’s magic to come through.
Not fully knowing who you are because you continue to live behind this façade of lies and illusion that’s been built up around you to protect you from truly living and truly being.
So what’s it going to be??!!
Are you going to continue to resist what you know within your soul you must do, be, have or say?!
Or are you going to realise that there is no glass cage around you…only an illusion that you can see through and break through any time.
One where you step into your soul.
You invite it to lead the way.
You call on it to guide you.
To allow yourself to show up as who you truly were meant to be.
And finally live the life you know you came here to live.